I haven’t seen you in ages

I wish I could

Look into your eyes and feel your arms around me

It’s true, I am not lying

And in this despair that I find myself right now

I even got to the point

To imagine myself being you many times

Just to see if I (can) find you

If only you could really forgive (me)

And only accept me one more time

I promise now that I will do everything not to lose you again

Now, what am I supposed to do with my life without you?

You never taught me how to forget you

You just taught me how to want you

And by wanting you, I try to find you

(But) I get lost

Looking for your hugs in someone else’s arms

Lost in the emptiness of someone else’s steps

From this abysm you got yourself out

And you threw me into, it leaving me here all alone

Now, what am I supposed to do with my life without you?

You never taught me how to forget you

You just taught me how to want you

And by wanting you, I try to find myself

And in this despair that I find myself right now

I even got to the point

To imagine myself being you many times

Just to see if I (can) find you

If only you could really forgive (me)

And only accept me one more time

I promise now that I will do everything not to lose you again

Now, what am I supposed to do with my life without you?

You never taught me how to forget you

You just taught me how to want you

And wanting you I try to find you

(But) I get lost

Looking for your hugs in someone else’s arms

Lost in the emptiness of someone else’s steps

From the abysm that you took yourself out

And you threw me into it leaving me here by myself

Now, what am I supposed to do with my life without you?

You never taught me how to forget you

You just taught me how to want you

And by wanting you I try to find you

(But) I get lost

Looking for your hugs in someone else’s arms

Lost in the emptiness of someone else’s steps

From the abysm that you took yourself out

And you threw me into, leaving me here all alone.

Now, what am I supposed to do with my life without you?

You never taught me how to forget you

You just taught me how to want you

And by wanting you I try to find myself

You had a life before all this. You could have it again.

SO MUCH PAIN

Butterflies are God’s proof that we can have a second change at life.

Sean & Alex + medical

onceuponabopper:

Reblog if you’ve ever watched a tv show or movie because of one specific actor in it.

may-playground:

Albert Kim ‏@MagicBranch

A script clip from #NIKITA 318 “Broken Home,” by the incomparable @TerryMatalas and @traviswf. RT if you want more! http://twitpic.com/ck7904

Can we marvel a little bit at the fact Sean unwittingly just called Alex “his girl”

Nikita writers, here’s a heads up

Where are you going?

#you two need some steamy sex

Yes, yes they do.

“You’ll be okay Alex. You’re stronger than me, I knew it the day I met you.”